unsettling dream...

So last night I had a cancer dream. That the cancer that has invaded my body has returned in my lungs. I have only had two dreams about cancer and coincidentaly I have only (sic) had cancer twice. The dream was incredibly real and woke me from a sound sleep. In fact, when I woke up for many minutes I thought it was real and followed my all day long.

No one knows my body as well as I do. No one.

I am not a superstitious person, don't believe in karma or good or bad luck.

But I have to admit I am not happy about this dream, because it ~!@@##'s with my dreams!